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Sometimes, love is just not enough
No matter what, it was a feeling that make a person becomes a fool.
A fool who did not know when to stop the feeling, and cannot blame anyone except his/herself.
Stupid enough to keep on waiting like a dog wagging its tail for its master.
Right now, my feeling is all mixed up between love and hate.
When did I turn into a heartless being?
How come that I did not feel pain?
or Care about anything?
When did my gaze become so cold and empty?
I knew one thing...I have become a heartless being that has nothing..to begin and to lose
A heart with no brain is so stupid to fall and can't get up on its own.
The heart that is so stupid to flutter when that someone shown up...
then break into many pieces when the person leave with nothing at all..
except pain..
I was just wondering.. Am I worth anything for that person or mean nothing at all?
I don't know why, and i don't know how, or what to do..
Yes, I am lost... and nowhere to be found.. All I see now is darkness..
Sometimes, I don't know how much does it need to become strong...or when is it going to be enough...Cause I don't have the strength to move on..No..I don't have a strength to move at all...
No matter how much you did for someone, No matter how much you suffer..
You never be acknowledge by the one who make you felt that way..
In the end, you might mean nothing to that person. Not even one bit...
When will it ended...this feeling..
When will I stop being a stupid person..
All I want now is the truth...no more lies and excuses..
I just want to know...What do you want from me?
Because I couldn't do anything right and I don't know what to do anymore...
I am lost..in a place that no one can finds..
It's time for me to realize..Sometimes love is not enough
Yes, just loving you is not enough..
edit @ 3 Apr 2008 18:41:22 by เคน
